What?

It's my month! Hee... yay, and I get to enjoy 30 days of it every year, not like I can get to call all the shots though. I wished!

From the last entry to now I went through a roller coaster ride of emotions. A good friend summited the world's tallest mountain, an ex-worker passed away in another freak accident and work is ...

I received an email yesterday from another department's management putting me in very positive light for my efforts in her project. For a while, I felt appreciated and motivated to move on. Realistically, it really isn't so. When life snaps back at me for the so much I have to do, and I only have 2 hands, the bubble just burst. On the way to airport yesterday, I was exchanging info with a friend on our respective benefits and remuneration. He asked a question which I could not answer. "How much passion do I have in job now"? I would love to give a big smile and reply confidently but I couldn't. Maybe one year ago I will say I am enjoying my work. I need greater motivation now to be passionate for what I am doing.

What's cheering me up more is really my friend who completed her dream and is back safely. God has shown His greatness through all the blessings. Truly, I am very grateful.