Battery Almost Flat

I'm leaving on a school trip in less than 24hrs time, not motivated to pack, not keen to go in the first place. But I don't have a choice. I am the Staff Advisor, I have the duty of care over them. Well I guess if I'm going with friends the feeling will be different now.

I'm motivating myself to look forward to campfire. After that night, the next day we'll be returning. Yay!Honestly, I rather tolerate a tougher training at Kallang than to go tomorrow.

Eventful

September started with an outreach camp, then was cutter sailing course, then next week I'm following on a overseas school trip, then a 5 day ropes safety course. And when I thought all will end, there is a sea expedition by another club. This is my September. Workathon. Hardly any good rest, really.

And a colleague will only know how to say I should schedule meetings to work on the upcoming projects when she herself takes 2.5 weeks of leave. Are you expecting me to work by your schedule? Hello?!!?!?! Is it wrong for me to take leave after you return? And my fault for having so much activities in this break? Why don't you just take an initiative to takeover one of my these mentioned event from me? Else, I think you should just shut your gap.

Now I'm trying to nail down a destination for a good break. I really need one to get away from all these. 9 days is certainly not enough but better than nothing.

Blank

I thought I had a lot to say. But when I entered into my blog, my mind went blank. Maybe I'm just so overwhelmed. So many things, too many emotions. One thing for sure I know is that I know I'm draining out. And so badly.

I really need a break badly. I just feel like stopping and stop. Let go. But I can't. Break. A good break is really what I need.