This is Holy Week leading to Easter and it is a challenging week at work. I am supposed to be preparing myself spiritually but I also feel it is a trying time.
Tonight we ended the camp with the organisers sharing what feedback they have been getting about us, particularly me, of how intimidating that I am to some people. The first thing that came to my mind is, if you are conscience free, why is there a need to fear? Unless you have been guilty of doing something not right and u think that I am coming after you for that.
I choose to stay in this job because I truly believe in what student development can do and benefit the next generation. While they do not think its necessary and that they are old enough to think, they forgot that history proved them wrong so many times. If my job is here to just earn a salary and let life goes by, then this hard work that I'm doing is totally not worth my effort and time. I'm not here to please or make people happy only. My role is to teach u and develop you appropriately. If your ego is big at this age, I cannot imagine how much more it will grow as you enter into adulthood. Hopefully, you will turn around in time without needing life to deliver you with a painful lesson about humility.
To go or to keep? I really don't know. For now until the answer is found, I will just have to bear this cross.
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