Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Mixed Feelings

Hello all, it's been two months since I input any entry. Got home not long ago from a competitive season of games. It was a heart stopping match but also one which showed good camaraderie and school spirit.

10 months ago, I was with a group of 20 students in Thailand for community service whom I don't know and they also not familiar with me. Many months later their bonding is still as strong and still as supportive of one another. My relationship with them also grew over this period of time. These are the outcomes which I didn't foresee it happening for so long. I am moved by their willingness to want to come together to support each other. One if the girly girls on the trip back then shared how she was well trained by the harsh conditions in Thailand then and how a recent overseas immersion programme has helped her to settle in not as luxurious/comfortable accommodation. I was so proud of her growth ever since then.

On the other end of the line, I'm feeling so drained, tired and unmotivated. Yes, I've come to the same junction again asking myself what are the factors anchoring my stay in the job again. How now brown cow?

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